Perhaps man invented fire, but woman invented how to play with fire.

2010-06-08T19:28:00.007+08:00

I just want everything to be okay. I miss you. Please let the power of love heal all. I love you, more than anything in this world. You know that, right? I don't wna lose you. Please forgive me (X 100000000000000000000000000000000).

2010-06-06T17:01:00.002+08:00

A week of the holidays has passed. Well, it wasn't how I expect it to be. It was moderate. Nothing so extreme has happened so far. I'm left with another week of the holidays. Oh c'mon, please be fun.

I went to a flea market yesterday and bought a top at a cheaaaaaap price. Yes, cheap. It was also impromptu for my girls and I to meet up. Had a blast though something unfortunate happened in the middle of it. In fact, I was affected by it the whole day. However, I'm glad it's overr.

I have to do some revision maaaaaaaan. I've been procrastinating. Yes, who the hell studies during the holdaisy but I just feel like I have to cause I know that I've made a total crap for the past UT. Pfffffft. I hate myself now.

My life's been pretty normal so I'll just stop here. I think my blog has no readers at all but I'm just making it alive for my own purpose. My own phase of life. :)

2010-05-29T12:11:00.004+08:00

Despite evrything that we've been through, whether happy or sad, laughter or anger, we still stuck with each other. We remained strong and continue our love til this very day. However, we won't stop but continue til eternity. Happy 19th my love. I love you no matter how fat you grow, how old you will be or how hard this relationship will get. I can never stop loving you, and I know you won't too. xoxo, Ika Marissa Waty <3

2010-05-27T20:03:00.002+08:00

Holidays have officially started (though it's only for two weeks)! I had a wonderful last day of school with my lovely class. Though there were alot of absentees, well I gotta say, they missed out all the fun. the whol class chipped in money and we ordered pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas whereby we ate it for lunch together. Yummmmmmmm. No doubt we took alot of photos and we even had a mini clubbing session after second study period ended. Lol. We planned to have a barbeque outing on one of the days during hte holidays so we won't miss each other so much. HAHAH. Other than that, my science faci was so kind to let us not to do presentation but instead just present answers from questions given by her as she knows that we are already in the holiday mood and Ut just ended. I can't wait for the outing cause it's gonna be so much fun. Love you people, E26R! :)

Last night, I went for Momentum. It was awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwesome! Worth it. The different types of dsnce were so cool. I loved the Indian culture dance IG laaaaaaah. So hip and happening. And of course, a performance from SGC or Hip Hop IG. Gosh, I'm gonna be up on that stage next year?! Hahaha hopefully.

Sooooooo, holiday's here and I wanna snooze alllllllllll day. Heck no. Hahaha. And if you gt any plans you want me to tag along, call me up okay? Lol, kidding. Take care people :) :) :)

2010-05-23T11:43:00.002+08:00

I know things have not been easy for you and me especially since school started. I don't ever wna lose this precious relationship. It wasn't easy for us to keep it tight and together despite all the obstacles that we've been through. Whatever happens, you know that I'm always in your <3. I love you M.A.D.

I'm left with two tests and holidays, here I come (hough it's only for 2 weeks)! Tmr's Maths UT which describes one word; DIE. Yes, die. Firstly, I don't take A.Maths and secondly, I didn't even score well for my E.Maths. HOW?!?!?!?! Nvm Ika, Do your best! I'll be attending the Momentum concert on Wednesday night which is held in RP and Saturday will be my 19th monthsary. Woohoo, nso many things happening next week!

Okay I gta starrt revising for Maths now. :D

2010-05-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hello. I've started my very first UT which was Cognitive and I'm glad that it's moderate, only the fact that there were too many questions that I almost got no time to finish everything. Hoped I get good grades for that. Tomorrow will be Enterprise. Damn. School's fine. My weekend was gona just like that due to the SGC Bootcamp. i swear it was tiring especially the Bboy workshop. I thought I almost died there but I was contented that I learned something new. Definitely a good experience and looking forward to it. The showcase and everything was great. preparations was seriously out of place but we managed to pick ourselves up and work together. At the end of the day, we all did our best in order to get into the IG. Friends were definitely part of journey, no matter whether they are old, new or current friends, they're the best!

Results will be out in 1 week and I'm feeling anxious. I've worked so hard for it and I die die wna make it through the IG. If not, that's it! :(

Next week will be the last week of school before the 2 weeks break starts. Wah, so fast?! HAHAHAH. Time flies veeeeeeeeeeeeeery fast when you're in school.

Okay I better go continue with my revision. Goodnight :D

2010-05-10T20:51:00.002+08:00

I'M IN LOVE WITH PERSONAL TASTE. FANTASTIC!

I'll be having my very first UT Test this Fri, and it falls on the same day as his birthday! :( I'll do well, it's a must! I made it through the HipHop IG's first audition and in order to make if for sure, I have to pass the bootcamp which is held this weekend. So basically, I just need some luck for my current situation now. Haha. Okay, goodnight.

2010-04-29T17:44:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been busy with school and after shcool activities that just tires me out. It's already the third week of school and so many things happened. There was the SLA Fiesta whereby we pick our interest groups. Without a doubt, I joined HipHop IG. I also tried out new things which was signing up for Beats Encore and also Chiron. I think I won't get in Chiron because I missed the date of the interview as I didn't check my outlook. Yesterday was the hiphop IG audition. I swear many people signed up for that interest group and it just bothers me knowing that I can't make it because there may be maaaaaaany great dancers and these bunch will definitely get in. However, I had fun and did the choreo the best I could. Results will be out on Monday and I'm praying harddddddddd :D

School has been great. Modules are getting harder every single day and I'm getting less nervous when presenting in front of the whole class. My grades are consistent (I think) and classmates are aweeeeeeeeeeesome! The good thing is that, time passes by very fast when you're in Poly. Unlike in secondary school, you can't wait for it to end. Hahah. So far, I've attended one workshop which I gained 2 CE points and will be going for another talk tomorrow which I can get up to 3 CE points! The talk is about Chemistry. WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

Okay I'm shagged people. Oh yes, Happy 18th baby. I LOVE YOU! :D

K bye.

2010-04-17T16:13:00.003+08:00

Hello people! I've officially started school in RP. Bfr tht, we had the three day orientationa nd I swear the first and second day of the orientation was damn boring. No doubt there was ice-breaking games and we played lots of games to bond and stuffs like tht. I love SAS and my Team 12. Mwahs! The fun officially started at the ending if the second days wehreby I was involved in the SAS performance representing my school. That's where I made more friends and we learned a dance for less thn a day.

On the third day of orientation, we completed our dance item and I love the dance group best out of everything. It was nerve-wrecking to perform in front o the whole RP for the first time. Though there were parts where I screwed up, we did great and I had purrrrrrrrrrrre fun! I feel like doing the dance again with Yanie, Hetty, Mimi, Shaik, Joshua, Fateha, Izzati, Aishah, Nano, Shamim, Myza and whole more of them. See you guys in HipHop IG? Hehe. In the evening, we had Jam and Hop and it was aweeeeeesome! Met Rebirth and it was so gooooood to see them! W/o a doubt, we took alot of pics on the last day of orientation. Pics are up on FB!

On the first day of school, we started our first day by learning a module which was Science and it had to do with blood?! I'm not a bio student and the faci not teaching the basics first was a huge challenge and struggle but I was glad tht I made it through with the help of my teammates. Oh yes, I'm in class E26R and I love them all! Presentations had to be done and it went smoothlyyyyyy. We'll get used to it soon right? Hahah.

On the second day, we learned Algebra! Yes, I love Algebra but I forgot! Hahaha. Oh yes, we change our teammates on every subj so fr the maths class, I sat besied Luo whom I call Jackie Chan because he talks just like him! I'm soooo glad I sat beside him cause his Maths damn power. So I can clear my doubts with him.

So far, school's good. My circle of friends just gets bigger everyday. Looking forward to learning other modules. Today I checked my daily grade and I got a B for my first module. YAY! That was a good start for first timer in RP right? Haha. I'll work hard and be consistent and hopefully get an A next time for all my modules? Hahah.

Okay bye! :D

2010-04-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hello. I went out today with Har whereby we watched Date Night. It was hilarious. Yes, should I spell it out? H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S. And I mean ittttttt. Hahaha. It was worth watching and it was worth treating me right? HAHAHA. Thanks for the treat anyway. Had KFC afterwards and accomplanied Har get her respective stuffs. I had a great time with her. Looking forward for more! :D

Tomorrow is the start of orientation. The start of schooling. A new environment and facilities. A new bunch of people. And definitely a new beginning. I can still remember vivdly how much I wnted O levels to be over soon and enjoy the longggggg holiday. The long 6 months has finally ended. I admit, I didn't do anything productive other than working, which was only for a short period. When I got my pay, I'll go spend it and head shopping whatever. I had great outings such as the primary school outing where we catched up with each other after nt meeting for so long. Afterall, we've all grown up. Hehehe. Outings with the girls too. I'll always love them. The Red Camp tht I attended, remember? Though I didn't get to that school, I'll take it as a breather and fun thing to do. Nt forgetting, my relationship with him has been getting better everyday. Yes, we fight, but we'll always solve it because we know we mean alot to each other and we have to appreciate and treasure every single day with each other. We'll live everday happily.

School is finally starting and I'll have to adapt with eveything well. No matter what, I can't get lazy and have to continue studying hard. This is a brand new beginning and I'll have to start from scratch. Let's hope everything goes well.

Goodnight :D

2010-04-10T17:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! IT'S A SATURDAY AND I'M STUCK AT HOME! Lol. Initially wanted to go to the flea market held at The Padang with him but it was cancelled. It was good though cause if I was there, I think II'll be envious and cry all the way muttering to myself why i didn't have moeny and wished that I was a rich tai-tai. HAHAH. At least I'll have the time to update right.

Okay, starting off with Thursday, I went out with the girls. Shiqin couldn't make it. Well, there's always a next time. Cheer up baby! As usual, someone was late. Headed to lunch at Ei8hteen Chefs and it was my third time there. Had a fabulous lunch and I was bloated by the end of everything. Off to town and went window shopping.Oh yes, we went to the new Candy Empire at I forgot the place's name. Damn it, felt like a sweet paradise! It
ll be a good place for sweet tooth-ers. Haha. Most of the time spent was on walking. Hahaha, well, a good form of exercise you can do even when you're having fun! Overall, it was great. Pictures are up on photobucket but not on FB.

Yesterday, met him for awhile. Though it was barely 3 hours, time with him are always precious. I'm glad I get to meet him before school starts.

Okay that's all. I wna eatttttttttttt. BYE!

2010-04-06T20:54:00.003+08:00

Hello people. as you can see, I went out with him yesterday whereby we headed to Marina Barrage for the first time. YES, WE'RE FIRST TIMERS! I know, so outdated. Soooo, we sat at the open space where most people fly their kites. They certainly picked a good day to fly it cause it was horribly windy. We settled down and had our mini picnic which I've prepared from home. Stayed their for awhile, enjoying each other's company and the wonderful scenery, Oh yes, there were black clouds and announcements were made countless times asking everyone to go indoors as there might be lighting but unfortunately, nobody evacuate. Hahaha. Headed to Marina Square then had dinner at Sakura. He teased me like a big bully while I'm the baby and it was alllllllllll because of what happen in Topman (inside joke). Damn it. We made a deal that if I teased him, he'll shoot me back with that inicident. Hahaha. All in all, as usual, I had a greattttttttt time with him. I want to meet him again, at least before school starts next week.

Went to ADSS today with Sherry to retrieve our cert and testimonial. Bought lunch and head back to her house. Shiqin was there too. Finally, get to see her again since I didn't get to see her last week. So, we hung out and were on our lappies throughout the day. Talked and webcamed. Girl talk. Girl stuffs. You know those things. Haha. I'm looking forward for Thursday's outing with the girls. IDK WHAT TO WEARRRRRRRRRRRR!

That's all people. Byeeeee :)

2010-04-04T18:11:00.004+08:00

I'm stuck at home on a Sunday too. Still going on with GG Marathon. Haha. Did nothing beneficial other than eating and taking a short nap. With a laptop under my possession, all I can do was turn to it whenever I feel bored. Even when I'm not, I still turn to my lappy. Lol.

I hoped tomorrow's plan will work. I'm psyched and looking forward spending some time with him. As school is starting soon, I'm gonna take every opportunity to see him and make full use of it. Even if it was for awhile, it's still time. Time for us.

Chao.

2010-04-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

I've been out alot on this particular week and most of the time were spent watching movies. I catched 2 movies with him whihc was The Lovely Bones and Kidnapper. Another movie, Clash of the Titans, watched with my fellow primary school friends. Yup, we had another outing, just nearby. Haha.

I'm just gonna make this a short entry cause I'm on a Gossip Girl Marathon on a Saturdaaaaay. Haha, I picked a good day since it was raining the whole day. Good job Ika. Lol. So, I'm done with Season 1 and heading to the second season. Believe me, GG alr has 3 seasons yet I'm still at the second. Well, I'm doing my best to catch everything up! I love Blake Lively soooo much, and Leighton too. I wish I was fucking rich and dead gorgeous like them. Damn it, their parties are all so coooooooool. When will I get to live like that? Well, I guess never. Lol.

So far, I'm happy with how's life going on. School's strating soon. Oh great. I'm broke. Double great. The happiest thing that I'm most satisfied and thrilled is, HIM <3

Love is always the best.

2010-03-30T22:32:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 17TH LOVE. I LOVE YOU, YOU, AND ONLY YOU :)

Finally.

2010-03-28T12:48:00.003+08:00

FINALLY, I have the time to update. Danceworks was yesterday which was held at Skate Park. I woke up at 6am and met the rest at Somerset. It was scorching hot whereby the heat was unbearable. I could imagine getting burn under the balzing sun. So, the competition started at 12.30noon. By right, we were the 8th team to perform. Then, we founbd out that we're the 6th. When the competition started, we're the 4th to go. Like wtf, so many teams back out?! Supposedly, there were 32 teams. In the end, 24?! Omgggggggg, might as well don't take part in the first place when you know tht you're gonna be screwed and in the end back out. Seeeeeeeeeee, thn my team dropped to 4th.

I got to admit, there were alot of good teams. And I mean, really good. Since I didn't perform fr quiate a while, it felt like my heart was gonna drop backstage. Eventually,, we did our thing and got over it. Yes, we didn't make it but I have fun. Getting to know the Rebirth members was awesome and practices with them was great. We worked hard and put our heart and soul in the dance. The muscle pains and everything was worth it. I hope Dancewowks won't be the end of our friendship and I'll be looking forward to dance with them again.

After the competition which ended around 4, I went for my lateeeeeeeeee lunch with him. Well, he didn't get to see me perform as he had soccer in the morning but it's good enough that he spent the rest of the day with me after not meeting fr more than a week. Oh yess, tomorrow wilb be our __th. :)

Orientation and school is starting soon in April. My long holiday will soon be over and I'll be starting a new life in school. I'll definitely miss the times I rot and home and whatnots.

Okay I'll get back to my korean drama now. Pictures are up in FB okay! Have a great day people! :D

Hello baby.

2010-03-15T22:04:00.005+08:00

hello there. As you can see, the pictures above were taken during Ms Sharifah's wedding, or should I say, Mrs Rizal? Haha. I find her getting skinnier(wish I could do that too) and she was dead gorgeous on her big day. Well, all of us would like to wish her happiness since she's already a married woman. There goes her single life and enjoy the rest of her life living happily ever after with her prince. Hahah. Other than that, the wedding was also somehow became like a reunion fr my class and other schoolmates too. I had pureeeeeeeeeeee fun! It was great to see evryone again and damn, we sure do know how and when to grow up. HAHAHA.

The next day, I went to Plaza Singapura for Category 2 Danceworks Comp 2010(2nd day). As my "previous school" is taking part in the comp, Sherry and I came down to give support. The competition was intense. I hate that. Though they didn't make it to the next round, I'm so god damn proud of them. It must be hard to choreograph your own dance for such for such well known comp and have the courage to do their thing on stage. I got to give credit to them.

Next Saturday will be my turn. Seriously, I'm nervous cause it's been long since I last performed on stage or taking part in such competition without a choreogerapher. This is my first time doing it alone with a group of dancers. There will be good teams on the same day, I got to admit that but whatever it is, I'll do my very best and just have fun. It's not good to be competitive. At least I know I can and love to dance, not like others who chase for the fucking limelight and fame. I'm not as selfish.

Okay goodnight people :D

Everything.

2010-03-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

Well well well. I've been busy preparing fr Danceworks. It'll be less than two weeks and we're 75% done, excluding polishing.

Other than that, I've bought a new lappy from school. I wanted the Fujitsu one but it was damn expensive, so I bought Acer. It's okay, I'm happy with it. The thing is, it's awkward using a bigger laptop cause I'm so used to using a notebook. It feel like my notebook had taken a bite of cake from Alice in Wonderland which will make it grow bigger. Yup, tht's it. Hahaha. I'll get used to it soon rightttttttttttttt.

Okay I'm exhausssssssssssssted. K bye.

PS: Tomorrow is Ms Sharifah's wedding! Can't believe she's getting married, like finally. HAHAHA! :D

According to you.

2010-03-02T16:36:00.003+08:00

My blog is almost dead. If I didn't update it today, it will be gone. Haha. Well, due to my busy schedule and busy-ness, that's the reason why my blog is in such awful state.

I've been going out with certain people like Sherry and Mizah where we went to Bugis and Botanic Garden together. I also went out with him like finally. We didn't meet for almost 3 weeks. Glad that we're able to do so on the day before our 16th :) Went to the flea market too and bought a dressy. Okay, I got to stop using my card and keep slashing it like nobody's business. It's draining out soon!

I'm not able to meet my friends as much throughout this whole month as I'm participating in Danceworks. Initially, Nad was in the crew, not me but as she couldn't make it, she asked me to become her substitute and I agreed. I've gone to two practices so far and the people are not as bad as I expected. Haha. Well, the reason I agreed was not because I want to get in the finals or something, but I just want to get back to dancing after not doing so for almost 10 months due to O's. It can help me lose weight too, I think. Lol.

Well, tht's all for today. Will try to update more soon :)

You're mine, no matter what.

2010-02-21T16:30:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you aomething; I've been rotting at home for the past ONE WEEK. Not a day or two, but one freaking long week which is equivalent to 7 days = 168 hours. Omggggggggggggggggg, I almost died lah. The only time I went out was with Sherry whereby I accompanied her to the library. THAT'S ALL. Waaaaaaaah, can't believe this man. I'm so glad I'm meeting Shahidah in a few hours time. Didn't meet her for such a longgggggggggg time.

On the other hand, I'm looking forward for tomorrow cause I'm finally getting out of the house, for real! I'll be out with Sherry, Naddy and Mizah. Idk where we are heading to but I don't care. I'm ecstatic enough that I'm stepping my feet into the outside world, like really far away from home. Lol.

When I was rotting at home, time past by verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyy slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwlyyyyyyyyyy. However, I can't believe that one week past by just like that. Alot of bad and unfortunate things happen but I'm glad tht it's all over.

Okay I wna go bathe. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hello.

2010-02-16T19:25:00.032+08:00

I AM SOOOO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. THAT'S BECAUSE I'VE BEEN EITHER BUSY OR LAZY AS USUAL.

I've been stuck wit korean dramas and reality shows. I've just finished watching Full House, and now I'm at Yoo Hee, the Witch. AT the same time, I'm engaged in watching Hello Baby Season 2 whereby SHINee are the main characters and they are to take care of a baby. Damn funny laaaaaaaaaaaah. Hahaha. I've been going out too. Instead of elaborating it, I'll just let the pictures do the talking alright? Enjoy :)

GOODNIGHT!

Jump then fall.

2010-02-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Sory for the long disappearance. I've been busy helping my aunt and watchiong korean drama for looooooooong hours. Hid recommended me a korean drama entitled "You're Beautiful." I've finished watching the whole series and I loved it. Easy to say, it's similar to Boys Over Flowers but the main actor is hotter. Teehee ^^ So, it's been quite tiring helping my aunt. Been waking up early and end in late afternoon. I got to admit, I'm missing home already. Sigh. Being away from home is sadddddddening. But no worries, I'll be geading home ina few days time and I'll get my pay on Sunday! Though the amount is not much, I just wna get myself a pair of jeans and whatever I want but this time, I got to pt aside some amount in my bank, for emergency or future purposes.

The week before I went to my aunt's house, I went out with a couple of people. I went our with Hid, and him. Went to many places such as town, Novena and a flea market held at Home Club. I remembered meeting Sherry after going out with him. Hahah. Now I can't wait to meet him. I miss him, and everyone else.

Okay I wna watch teeveeeeee now. Take care people. Muah.

Everything you're not.

2010-01-27T17:30:00.003+08:00

Today was a hectic day. My morning was spoiled with a text message from the MOE regarding the results of the JAE application. I was shocked, and my heavy eyes suddenly became light upon reaading the message. I had to read a few times before I could believe what I was reading. I didn't get into neither the course nor school that I want, Easy to say, I didn't get any of the 12 choices which I've applied. I just cried. Funny rightttttttttt. Well, it feels like you're faced with a rejection for your future and they anyhow throw you to any course which doesnt interest you, AT ALL.

Without a doubt, I appeal for another course but from the same school that I've got, though I was reluctant to. Soon, Lady Luck was on my side. A person from that school called whether I'm happy with my JAE results. I admitted that I wasn't and she was kind enough to ask me if I'm keen in taking up Biotechnology. I was so thrilled that I said YES! Yes, Biotech. I know, I've never taked Bio and it may be hard but I'm willing to learn. At least I have the interest in Science, and hopefully I'll grow fonder on the course in time to come. So, went to the school to get my course changed and now, I'm a Biotech student ^^

Well, this doesn't only happen to me. Alot of people faced this shocked and disappointment. I guess this year's results were really good and alot of student from alot of schools all around Singapore got low points so they'll most likely get the course that they desire. To think about it, maybe it's a blessing in disguise, really I'm not joking. I may criticised the school last time but eventually, that is the school you're going to and they're willing to take you in. I've learnt my lesson.

I'm not fretting about it now. Just a relief that everything's fine though sometimes things doesn't happen our way.

The soul you'll never see again won't be showing scars.

2010-01-25T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm feeling gooooooooooooood, cause I went for a jog. Hahaha. Soon after I finished helping my aunt, and my cousin got home from school, e went for a jog at a nearby park. Daaaamn, I felt so heavy since I've not run for kazillion days. HAHAHAHA. As usual, my cousin will run faster than me as she's an athlete. Pffffffft. Whatever it is, I was breathless at the end of jogging 3 rounds wihtout stopping. Woohoooooooooooooo. After the short break, we ran for one last round but it was faster at that point of time. ^^ Going for another jog tomorrow. :)))))))))

I gotta watch my eating habits now since I've just went for a jog. Okay I wna bathe. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

You stood there holding my hand.

2010-01-24T20:55:00.003+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeeeeeeee. I've burnt my weekend just like that by attending to family stuffs (kenduri). Yup, it's obvious that there was good food and it was irresistable. Well, it was worth it cause they're delicioussssssssssss. I took my weight today and I just stumbled and fall. Okay, that was fake. Inevitably, I gained :( I want, okay maybe that's the wrong word to use, I need to jog! I've been doing some sit-ups fir a few nights and I'm gonna keep up with that so that my tummy will be fatless and slim! ^^ I need to tone up my legs after not running for so long. I wonder how I'm gonna take it on my first jog. I think I can barely move! HAHAHAHA.

So, updates for the upcoming week. Will be sleeping over my aunt's house for three days starting from tomorrow. I'll be rolling and pounding the dough for longgggggggggggg hoursssssssssss. Thursday onwards no plans yet but hoping to go out with him as it'll be our __th :)

Okay, goodnight people.

Fly to your heart.

2010-01-23T14:58:00.003+08:00

I think I'm beginning to like her, like ALOT! Idk, she's pretty, and she can definitely sing. It's not wrong to idolise her right? Plus, she's myyy age. Hahaha ^^

It may only be a wish away.

2010-01-22T22:14:00.005+08:00

So yessssssss, I went out with my girls today and I had 110% fun excluding another 130% of laughters. Hahah. Start off first by heading to an awesome place to have our picnic. Well, Ira didn't follow on the first part as she had to attend to something I guess. So, the four of us were getting psyched and we brought ALOT of fooooooooood! Oh yes, we had a colour code which was HUWHITEEE! Kinda angelic and femine, lol. Upon reaching our destination, which was a long walk before reaching the real place, we quickly found a good spot which someone confidently claims that it WAS a good spot(inside joke). Unfortunately, it was a bad starttttt. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Then we ate our food and chatted and not forgetting, camwhored! Well, the scenery was great and the weather was purrrrrfect. We can't miss them, can't we? We stayed till late afternoon then we headed back where we met Ira.

This is the second part of the day. So yes, we met Ira and we went to a nearby park where we gave Nad a surprise. As her birthday is approaching, we decided to do a mini celebration for her in advance. Ira bought a slice of cake earlier and we started off by singing for her a birthday song. Well, Nad was shocked, and confused too. Haha. Then it was finaly the five of us where we sat down together and talk plus laugh like how we used to. Without a doubt, we camwhored more and finally, night turns to night and it's time to go home. We all went separate ways, giving each other our last hugs and waiting for our next outing. All in all, I loved today. Plus, I love my girls, very much.

So, pictures will be up on facebook and I gotta tell you, I had to upload two albums cause there was like more than 300 photos taken. HAHAHA. Imagine that, 300 photos taken in one day! I guess we've broken a world record? Haha.

Okay, I'm beat. Goodnight readers :)

PS: I'm missing alot of people right now, but mostly, HIM <3

My fight is your fight.

2010-01-21T23:31:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. So, I've been working my guts out for the past two days where I helped my aunt do kuehs for the upcoming Chinese New Year and god, my hand is so vexed of rolling and pressing the dough. Haha. Next week will be worst whereby it'll be from Monday to Thursday, so without a doubt, I'll sleepover her place. After two days of constant work, I went out to chill for awhile and he was nice enough to catch a movie with me. So, we watched Law Abiding Citizen. Honestly, I've never heard of such movie but he claims that it'll be interesting. Yes, we catched that and surprisingly, I enjoyed it. Haha. I gotta admit, it was violent and gorey too (no wonder NC16 haha), but it was worth it. I didn't really much understand the storyline but I was glad he was there to tell me everything CLEARLY. Haha. All in all, I'll give it 8 out of 10.

Well, I'll be going on a picnic with my girls tomorrow. Yayyyy! Can't wait for the fun, and not forgetting, there'll be food! YUM! But then, I gotta start jogging and have a balnce diet as alot of people had confessed to me that I'm getting chubbier and gaining weight. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Even my 5 year old cousin realised me getting chubby. Hahah.

Oh well, that's all for tonight. Goodnight :)

And fb is lagginggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

We'll be dancing in the moonlight.

2010-01-19T20:02:00.003+08:00

Hello there. This will be a very short post cause I'm lazy like fuck. But hey, be thankful that I still took a little time to update my blog. Haha. So I headed to the hospital this morning and he was so kind to accompany me there. Then headed to Sherry's crib where we watched teevee and chilled etc then go home. I'll be helping my aunt tomorrow and Thur so I'll sleepover her place to save on my transport fare. Will be meeting him on Thur evening for dinner. Yay, can't wait.

Okay that's about it. Take care people. Goodnight :)

PS: I love someone.

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way for you and me.

2010-01-18T22:55:00.007+08:00

Hello. So basically, the picture tells all. I went out with Hid where I went SHOPPINGGGGGGGG! Well, I didn't get the jeans that I desire from Bershka buttttttttttttt, I bought two tops from Forever 21 and a tank top from new Look, again. Haha. It's those simple plain basic tops but I loveeeeeeeeee it. This is also a preparation for Poly whereby I need alottttt of clothes. Haha. Followed by the shopping, we camwhored at City Hall and bus-ed home. Okay I'm very vexed and lazy so I'll just end it here.

Goodygoodnight.

Reach out and touch me.

2010-01-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

Yupppp, it's good to be alive, especially when you have monehhhhhhhhhh. Haha not exactly. Like what they say, "Money can't buy you happiness." They're temporary happiness. So, my pay is finally in and I went shopping. Well, not to the max but just abit. A kick start to my shopping mayhem, I bought a long sleeve top from New Look and a pair of Vans shoes. At last, I got myself a pair of shoes which I really really adore! Going for more soon when I'm out with Hid. I'm eyeing on a particular pair of jean which is on sale and going cheap at Bershka. I admit, I got alot of things to buy but then, most of them are tops so I think I'll just skip them and buy those god damn dead gorgeous jeans! Hahaha. Can't wait!

No plans for this coming week, except for Friday. Not confirmed yet but still planning on a picnic with my girls. Hoped all the 5 of us could make it cause I'll be helping my aunt do delicacies(more to kuehs lah haha) for the preparation of Chinese New Year the following week. So, I'll be busy on weekdays but maybe not on weekends.

Okay thats all folks. Tomorrow is another start of a brand new week, so let's face Monday with a beautiful smile :)

Goodnight.

I'm so unpredictable just like you used to be.

2010-01-15T12:28:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

So, we were in threesome yesterday and it was our first time being in threes. It was cool and great I guess. We had our lunch + dinner at Pizza Hut. AT that point of time, we were famished as hell. As soon as we got the soup, I was the first to finish gulping it down my throat cause firstly, I was hungry as I said earlier and secondly, the soup was delicious. Haha, but still, I prefer Campbell's brand of soup. Yum. When we got our main courses, we started eating while chatting about what we're gonna do next and stuffs. After dinner, we camwhored somewhere near novena square and quite alot of pictures were taken. Soon, Hid had to head home as she had plenty of homework to do while Dzar and I headed to Esplanade. We catched up on each other as we didn't meet for 2 weeks and I'm glad it happened. It made me realised something important and it was a lesson learnt :)

Today is Friday and it's the final day of submission for JAE. Well, I've applied mine on Wednesday and I'm happy with my choices and the sequence after much deliberation. I got to admit, it's such a hassle to choose all this things and stuffs but thn to think again, it's for the benefit of our future right? Haha.

I have no plans today and I'm currently broke. I've been checking my bank account everyday to see if my pay has been transferred but hell fuck, still no. Today is the last day and I'm not hoping but expecting that the money should be in the account by tomorrow! Seriously, there's no way they are gonna cheat me after not wanting me already in the shop. Shouldn't have hired me in the first place asshole.

It's time for lunch now. Have a good day ahead people :)

FUCKING THRILLED!

2010-01-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hello daily readers or whoever who happens to read my blog. Haha. I'm sure you all are wondering how's my result and how I did right? Wellllllllllllllllll, I did relatively okay though I didn't get the goal points that I want. However, I was extremely enthralled to know that I got a C6 for my Maths. I know, some of you will go like "Got 6 happy ah?" or "kiwak, 6 tk bagos siol!" For me, it was a success. A huge one, cause throughout my O level year and in Sec 5, I've never passed my Maths. In fact, I'm never good in my maths since whenever I can remember. I was a constant Maths failure no matter how much practice I did or how meticulous I was. Finally, I got a pass for Maths, for the most important examintaion in my life. Upon seeing my results, I literally shouted and tears of joys just came rolling down my cheeks. I was trembling and I was glad Sherry came to me and gave me a hug cause I know, I finally did it. My face was drawn with a big smile from then on. I was definitely proud of myself. When I unsealed the result slip, there was many course codes and it means one thing; I need to make wise decisions.

I'm truly happy right now. Though I have peers who did better than me, I'm definetely happy with what I have. It's kinda true now when they say "hardwork is finally paid off." I get to experience that and I totally agree with that phrase.

Okay goodnight people. :D

Even with our fists held high, it never would have worked out right.

2010-01-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

The O level results will be released tomorrow! My mind's been invaded and distracted because of this. I don't know how I should feel right now. Well, one thing for sure is I'm very nervous. I can bet I won't sleep a wink tonight and I'll keep pondering about tomorrow. Well, I tried to stop thinking about it but it simply won't work. I'm just afraid of failure and defeat. I guess I'll have to be a little confident since I've worked my butts off last year righttttttttttt? Of course I want the best but at the same time, I don't wna be over-confident. Okay Ika just breaaaaaaatheeeeeeee. You can do this. YOU CAN MAKE IT!

Good luck to all O level students taking their results tomorrow :)

Make up your mind or you'll run out of time.

2010-01-09T22:21:00.003+08:00

So as said yesterday, I went to Shiqin's house where we met her new cat which we named, Leyla Meyong Lusafy, I think? Haha. Yes i have no idea why Meyong, but it's kinda nice to prononce it. Sounds like Mayonnaise. Lol :D Nonetheless, the cat is such a black beauty who never bites or scratches. A cross breed like her is rare to find. Therefore to Shiqin, you're damn lucky to adopt Meyong. Hahah.

Today was a great day with Hidayah. We went to Esplanade library where she finished up her homework while I'm on the lappy checking out the cut-off points for courses that I'm interested in. Less thn an hour later, she claims tht she had finished her work and we start browsing through magazines and on our laptops. Headed to town next where we had McSpicy for lunch. Waah, the chicken thighs was damn succulent and horrificly spicy! Hahaha. Walked around town and I went crzay when we went to Forever 21 at the new shopping centre at Somerset, 313 something. Hahah. Hidayah bought a top and it was fucking gorgeous lah. I was envious that I couldn't wait to get my pay! Walked more around town and the sales juat won't end! PLS WAIT FR ME!!!! Soon, day turns to night and that's where it's time for us to go home and bid goodbyes. Thank you Hidayah fr the wonderful day :)

Ahhh, it's less than 2 days to you-know-what-day. I can't stop thinking about. I just wna get over and done with the day as soon as possible!

Okay goodnight honeys :)

So hard.

2010-01-08T12:33:00.003+08:00

Good afternoon people.

I will be heading to Shiqin's house later where I'll meet my 4 lovely girls plus meeting Shiqin's newest family member, her new adopted cat! Wahh, I've always wanted to have my own cat but there's various reasons why I couldn't keep one :( Oh well, at elast Nad and Shiqin has cats so if I need one, I can just drop by their house to take a look and play with the cats. Hahah.

Omg it's already Friday. That just means after the weekend is over, I can't skip or run away from THE day; RESULTS. Then I'll have to iron my uniform which I've not set my sight on for almost 2 months. Also, I have to spray my dyed hair black so as not to get caught or what nots. By right, I've officially gradutaed from ADSS on 31st December 2009 and it doesn't matter what I wear or what colour my hair is when I come to school on Monday. God damn it. Whatever it is, I'm terrified. :(

Take ya shirt off, baby.

2010-01-07T23:25:00.004+08:00

I'M FREAKING OUT. LESS THAN 4 DAYS TO THE FREAKING RESULTS. CAN WE SKIP 11TH JAN PRETTY PLEASE? I DON'T WANNA FACE THE PRESSURE AND NERVE-WRECKING MOMENT.

Headed down to two poly open houses today with Sherry and Soph. First, headed to Singapore Poly and I'm interested witht he Applied Drama and Psychology course, yes, it requires acting but no experience needed. HAHA. The good thing is, by year, claimed by the lecturer who talked to us, said tht I can either focus on drama or psychology. And it's obvious what I'll choose right. Right after tht, went to Ngee Ann Poly which will be my first poly choice as most of the course I'm interested in are found in its School of Humanities. gahh, I can't think anymore. I can already feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins which makes me shiver.

Okay goodnight people.

PS: I miss someone :D

But our love's inevitable.

2010-01-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. Well, I've not been updating much lately because I've not been doing anythg much tht's why. Well, maybe abit of here and there like heading to cousin's place or socializing with other people. Haha. Well, enough of me. I'm currently freaking out cause the O level results are drawing near. I'm fucking scared and seriously don't know wht to expect. Of course I want to expect a good one but anything can happen. Omg, I don't know wht the fuck I am talking about. I just want to get low points or at least get into the course tht I want. I don't want to be putting courses tht fits my points but does not interest me. If I do tht, wht the hell should I do in future? God, I;m feeling nauseous already. It's less than a week now and I got to pray and hoped for the best. I just want to cry on that day..... FOR JOY :)

No more drama.

2009-12-31T11:51:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I'm glad everything's okay now :)

And hey, it's the New Year Eve's today! God, 2009 past by very fast. I can't deny that I experience moments of sadness and when I'm really down. Since I took the O's this year, there were moments of breaking down and stress just takes over me. Also, tolerating teacher's scolding which degraded us soo much but I'm glad I'm able to pull through and get it over and done with. That was the hardest period of my life. At the same time, there was moments of joy too. Many events took place and meeting new people such as Red Camp. The bond of my class throughout the year grew stronger though all of us are different people with different personalities. The outing at Sentosa was a great one, plus the Cheer Competition held in school. That was whn I felt we are one, doesn't matter whether we win or lose. Friends stood by me when I was sad. They're the greatest gift and I'll definitely miss them. My girls, they're still the best. We stl tried to mke time fr the five of us. Oh family, I couldn't ask for more. My parents were very supportive with whatever I do, especially whn I was taking my O's, they wee the one who noticed me and my stressed face. They're the one who gve me encouraging words such as "just do your best, cause I'm always proud of you." Overall, 2009 has a meaningful value fr me yet I can't wait to say goodbye to it cause I want 2010 to be a better year fr me. 2010 is approaching and I'm definitely making the best out of it.

So, I'll be heading to Sherry's place later to have a slumber party! Too bad nad and Ira can;t make it, so it'll only be me, Sherry and Sheeq. We're gna have lots of fun throughout the night and I bet we won't sleep at all til the next morning! Haha. Ahh I can;t wait!

I wna wish everyone a happy new year. hope all of you have a blast and goodluck fr the upcoming 2010!

:)

Dance with me, make me sway.

2009-12-27T12:00:00.003+08:00

Hello humans! I know, I'm not updating regularly. That's because I've been going out these past few days. Okay, let's start with Christmas Eve, whereby I went out with my darling cousinse and we catched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. The movie was funny right from the start till the end and without a doubt, the chipmunks were soooooooooooo cuteeeeee! Wish I could own one of those cute creature. Haha. On that day was also my cousin's birthday so he treated us to MAD JACK! I ordered Beef Lasagna. YUMMMMMMMMMMY! Then we had desert and chatted till night. Went to Plaza Singapura then headed homeeeeeeee. I was definitely beat when I got home. Haha.

The next day, which is on a Friday or should I say, Christmas, I went to my cousin's place to visit my lovable niece and nephew. Another set of cute people. Haha. And again, had dinner at Rubina where I have prata tissue. Hehe. I swearrrrrrrrrrrrr I've been eating alot and that's it, that only means one word; FAT. Nooooooooooooooo!

Finally on Saturday, I met up with Sherry whom I've been longing to see. Accompanied her mum and her to the salon to get their hair trimmed, followed by heading to Causeway to get a set of keys done. Chilled at her house and we did something fun! Haha.

For today, I'm gonna stay at home where I want to ressssssssssst and slaaaaaaaaack the whole day. Anw, Step Up will be on Channel 5 later followed by Singapore Idol Grand Finale. I want S_____ to win!!!!! Haha.

Okay bye people. Muah.

I think that you know.

2009-12-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

She's a girl, a girl my age, yet she's filthy rich and god damn famous. She's make it big in the singing industry with her remarkable voice and is an outstanding actress. Damn it, when will it be my turn? Lol :D

So hey, I'm back from KL. I had pure fun as I shopped alot. Apart from that, the stay in the hotel was comfy but I was already homesick by the third day. Haha. KL was definitely different from Singapore based on the people, their lifestyle and the fucking hectic traffic. Very asal boleh. Tsk. Even the traffic lights weren't working properly. All in all, it was a great holiday :)

I'm literally tired. Idk when I'll start working again but I have alot of outing and events lining up such as Christmas and New Year. Can't believe we're ending 2009 soon. Haha.

Okay that's all for now. Take care people. Muah :D

Goodbye,

2009-12-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

"Perhaps man invented fire, but women invented how to play with fire."

Hello people. A final farewell before I make my way to KL tomorrow. Gotta wake up early in the morning. Gah. Anyhoos, gonna miss Singapore. I'll definitely miss my girls. Ira is alr in Bandong I guess. As usual, she's always on a holiday. Haah. Plus, I'll miss my cousins too whom I'm gonna meet on the eve of Christmas and catched a movie. Lastly, I'll definitely miss him. We've gone through tons of ups and downs, but we're moving on strong.

Goodbye people. Pray for my safety to and fro. I'll be back soon.

xoxo, Ika Marissa Waty.

My heart pumps as the bass drums thumps.

2009-12-15T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hello folksxsxsxsxs. I know it's been ages. It's either I was too busy or too lazy to update. Sorry about that. I'm just not engaged in blogging as much as I did the first time I felt thrilled to have my very own blog. Haha. Nevertheless, I'll try my very best to update this blog of mine as frequently as possible. Well, it contains loads of contents, be it happiness or sadness, I can't bear to neglect or delete this blog.

I'll be off to KL in a few days time, specifically I'll be off on Friday and back on Monday. It's only gonna be me and my parents. Yup, the three of us. Wow. Lol. Without a doubt, I would want to shop the whole KL, which is obviously impossible. I'll get what I've been wanting to have/get. Yes, it's gonna be a fun trip. At the same time, I'm gonna miss the people here. Don't worry, it'll be over soon before I know it and I'll be back in a jiffy. I'm gonna miss my cousins and girls and, him.

I guess I'll end it here for today. If possible, I'll update on Thursday night before I leave. Will be going out with him tomorrow. Hmm, great, I can't wait! Goondight people. Sweet dreams :)

xoxo, Ika Marissa Waty.

You got me go Boomz.

2009-12-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

Without a doubt, I had a wonderful 17th birthday with him, once again. He got for me Puma wallet (I GOT TRICKED INTO) as an advanced present months ago I warned him not to get for me anything else but he was stubborn. Why? Because he got me an Adidas bag on my birthday. Very stubborn. Haha, but he can somehow read my mind cause I've been wanting to get those type of bags. THANK YOU! We headed to maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaany places, so I won't want to name it all cause I'm plain lazy. On the whole, I loved this year's birthday celebration :)

Also, I would like to thank all those who wished me right at 12 midnight, be it on facebook or text messages, thank you so much. Thank you to those who give me presents and birthday hugs too. You guys definitely made my 17th birthday a wonderful one.

If you walk out baby, I'll understand.

2009-12-08T15:10:00.003+08:00

Hello again. It's my off day today, plus tomorrow since it's a special day for me cause I'll be a day away to finally turning seventeen. Haha. He's gonna bring me out and I have no idea where he is gonna take me to. We'll just see how it goes tomorrow. Heeh. bet it'll be another greatest day of my life cause he did a good job for my sixteenth birthday. Haha. Oh yes, I did my nails this morning with a new nail polish I just bought. It's kinda ugly and messy. I'll clean it up and do something about it afterwards.

I'm gonna end it here cause I'm laaaaaaaaaazy right now. Bye!

There's a million other reasons but let's not go too far.

2009-12-05T11:27:00.003+08:00

Hello humans. Sorry for the lack of updates. I just started work and I'm pretty happy there, though there are times where there are no shoppers at all and it all gets bored. The supervisor and colleagues are friendly. So far, enjoying it but not sure in the longrun. Haha.

On the first day of work, he gave me a surprise by sending me to work when he knew that I was feeling nervous and jittery. He was being such a sweetheart and his presence really helped to calm me down on how he held my hand when I was nervous, Thank you :)

Been working for two days now and its managebale. Will be heading to work today for the afternoon shift. I love closing the shop. Haha.

Okay will update soon if I have the time. Toodles :)

2009-12-02T18:23:00.003+08:00

Love is neither true or false, love is love.

Goodbye boredom.

2009-12-02T16:13:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

So, I've been going out fr the past two days and met up with him which was impromptu. Watched Raging Phoenix on Monday with him as we were bored and it was aweeeeeeeesomeeeeeeeee. Then on Tuesday, which was yesterday, met up with the girls whom I've longed to see, especially Ira. She's becoming like a guy. A pretty one. Lol. So we went to West Coast Plaza, followed by town where we had lunch at Sakura and walk and walk and walk. Met up with him at late afternoon and headed to starbucks located at One Fullerton and hung out with his friends. Though I don't know them, they were hilarious. Went aimless once again and just sat at Esplanade where we watched a performance and wrote messages on big white balls regarding new year. Hehe. Went off at almost 10pm due to some "technical" problem (inside joke). Haha. I was glad I didn't get a lecture when I got home. Phew.

And you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, I'm starting work tomorrow. though I'm half hearted about it due to the far distance and inconveniency but I'll jst give it a shot. I've went to so many shops and I've yet to receive any calls from them. I'm so damn tired of finding jobs and waiting for their replies. It's obvious you didn;t get it. Since I got one, I'll just go ahead with it. Though it will be worrying for my parents, I'll definitely take good care of myself.

Alright bye :)

A runaway chick.

2009-11-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

HAHA. AN LOL photograph. Love it somehow. I must admit, Sherry was heavy. Way heavier than a feather. Hahaha :D

SO, I didn't go out today. Basically just watched the Scream Queens Marathon on MTV and Tanedra won! And she's gna play a role in Saw VI. Gah, she will make everyone proud, and she's damn goooooooooooood. Also, I've finished reading a book. Haha, surprised? Actually, I love to read alright, but it's just that I didn't have the time to do so and therefore people rarely see me reading which they assumed I DON'T READ. Well, I do okaaaaaay and I'm heading to the library tomorrow to get a new one. Well, reading helps to occupy our time you know, especailly when there's nothing to do. When you;re engaged with the story, you'll nvr realised how time flies so fast and you've already end a book. I was proud that I finished a THICK book in 4 days. Haha.

Speaking of tomorrow, it's the start of a brand new week. Wow, And I go a jobbbbbbbbbbb (I THINK). Most probably. At least I could earn some money now cause I'm freaking dryyy and broke. That's because I just bought a new handphone. Not that fancy or latest, just the cheapest yet first hand handphone that I could get in the store. Well, my dad paid for the extra. Haha. Still figuring how to use the functions and stuffs but, I think I can handle it :)

Alright people, goodnight. Sleep tight :D

A masterpiece of life.

2009-11-27T11:37:00.004+08:00

It was a beautiful week which I enjoyed most since the end of O's cause it's all about fun. Nvr had this great relief whereby I won't need to worry about anything and you will have a lovable time with the greatest companies on earth.

I started the week with a class outing with my beloved 5N2 where we headed to Sentosa (!!). It's been eons sinced I felt my feet sinking into the soft sands and the wind breezing through my hair. It rained a couple of times but it does not stopped us from having a good time together. We played several games which made us laugh and bond the class a little closer before all of us go our separate ways. We had potluck for lunch and not fogetting, a birthday cake too for our 23rd Nov babies, Sherry and Thomas, plus the rest of the July to December babies too, which includes me! Though it was not the full class strength, it will still be a memorable outing which will be etched in my mind as long as I live. Pictures are up in Facebook btw :)

Yesterday, I went out with him whihc was kind of impromptu. We just wanted to get out of the house. As usual, we were aimless in wherever we go. Firstly, we headed to KFC for lunch as I can he was veryyyyyyy hungryyyyyyyy as he was from a soccer match. Then we walked around. Oh yes, we got lost in Orchard Central where we wanted to go to the roof garden. God, it was tiring and we even ended up in the carpark. However, I'm glad we finally made our way out. We went crazy over severel apparels and shoes which we wanted badly which we claimed that we'll get it when we started working. AS IF! we will get a job. Lol. I'm still praying that I'll get one. I can't stand rotting at home any longer. All in all, I loved yesterday with his fabulous company who never ever failed to make me smile and enjoy myself though I was vexed from all the walking. :)

And today is HARI RAYA HAJI! Will be heading to my cousin's place later for a gathering. When was the last time my family got together? Wel, Hari Raya? Haha. Can't wait to meet them all later and w/o a doubt, EAT! Okay I better don't eat alotttttttttt. I think I'm getting fat as a pig overtime. I GOT TO MAINTAINNNNNNNNNN!

Have a good day and a good weekend ahead people. :)

A bundle of misses.

2009-11-20T11:40:00.003+08:00

Hey hey! I know I know. Haha. I attended Red Camp for the three days but I came in late on the forst day due to Graduation Day. Simply cannot miss it though I expected it to be boring and just take the medallion, like what I received last year too. However, it was definitely my last time being a student in that school. No matter how much I hated that school for countless reasons, there were fond memories tht will reamin etched in my mind forever. Head down to the reception after the ceremony and took photos before heading to Red Camp.

Firsy and foremost, red Camp was sickly AWESOME! Can't deny it was tiring but it was always acconpanied with endles fun! For the first, second and third day, we went to the different schools to know about the different courses. There was a puppet show from the Humanities school, knowing more about nursing and operation and delivery thingy from Health Sciences and more. Games were great and I especially love the game "SPLAT". Our fabulous SLs from APACHES are the friendliest earthlings in the world and they taught us a whole lot of cheers and I loveeeeeeeeeee the GG cheer. Haha. Not forgetting, the food was delicious toooooo. We had KFC for the first day and Breeks on the second day. Oh yes, Mediacorp artist from the Polo Boys, First Class and Sports@SG came down to Redcamp on the second day.Cool kaaaaaaaaan? Finally, its the third day and we continued the activities. In the afternoon, the 4 finalists from Singapore Idol and the screamings was extremely unbearable. It was also the day to finalised which tribe was the best. All the tribes, APACHES, NINJAS, CENTURIONS, SPARTANS AND VIKINGS did 5 cheers at one go and the best tribe wassssss....................... APACHES!!!!! Euphoria was in the air and we all stood up upon our glory and victory. Right after that, we had dinner the it was time for clubbing. We were alllllllllllllllllllll highhhhhhhhhhhh. Soon, it all ended and it was time to part goodbyes. Gah, I'm missing everything about Red Camp alr.

I miss making friends, I miss the SLs, I miss the food, I miss eating together, I miss the mass dance, I miss my HOT Apaches, I MISS RED CAMP! ):

Photos will be uploaded soon on facebook.

Too much reasons.

2009-11-15T17:56:00.002+08:00

Life's been pretty mundane since O's ended. A good sign yet boredom was taking over. However, I managed to occupy my time with both family and friends. Had a sleepover at my cousin's house on Friday whereby we headed down to Lido on a fine Saturday and catched Astroboy. Yes I know, it's a children's movie. I didn't have a choice since it was free. Surprisingly, it was awesome! Haha. Don't worry, I won't get obsessed with that cue cartoon :D

When O's ended, I told myself tht I want to have as much fun as I could. Go anywhere and everywhere with anyone and everyone. It seems like the pleasure does not come by as easy. I dont know how to explain it. It's very complicated. Bleak. Oh shut up.

A hectic week drawing near. A busy week, coming right up! I have a job interview. Hopefully I'll get it. On top of tht, the camp at Ngee Ann Poly. Bah, this marks the start of fun and also endless energy used wherebey I'll be vexed by the end of the week, or perhaps, at the end of the day. Haha.

After everything has ended, I can't wait to spend a day with him. Just you and me :)

2009-11-12T23:37:00.001+08:00

LIFE IS GETTING BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I NEED A JOB TO OCCUPY MY TIME. I NEED OUTINGS TO MAKE ME LAUGH AND HAPPY THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFEEEEEEEE.GOODNIGHT HUMANS.

THROUGHOUT THE DAY, I KEPT THINKING AND MISSING HIM :(

Back in Blog.

2009-11-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, O LEVELS ARE OFFICIALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! *jumps up and down* I remember vividly that I said the exact same line when N level ended too. Haha. So now, I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

I can't deny that I was so stress adnd shivered with fear before the start of every paper. However, I just keep praying to God and will give my best as eveything I'm doing is my last chance. It's a good relieffffffffffffffff that O's are over and I can relax for a longgggggggg time. Well, not exactly. I'll be busy next week where I'll be attending the Graduation Day, followed by the Red Camp at Ngee Ann Poly for 3days. Bet that it'll be tiring but FUN FUN FUN!

Currently finding a job to support me and occupy my time throughout the 5 months of holiday. Gahhh. Okay I'm done.

Done for today. Goodynighty :D

PS: I MISS HIM <3

2009-10-04T21:03:00.001+08:00

ON HIATUS!

Track me down through http://twitter.com/marsstreet.

Thank you.

BIG MOUTH

2009-09-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

I admit that it's true but people tend to exaggerate to see the bad side of me. I'm at fault, I concede defeat but some of the points are not true. Whoevr tried to cook up the story and turned out to become the worst, I swear that person will get his/her retribution just like THAT someone did. Yes, I got my punishment. A big one, and I accept it. Therefore, I apologised publicly and I won't harrass anyone anymore. Continue talking and badmouthing me if you want to cause I know, people don't ever know when to stop talking. Rumours are contagious, and gossips spreads faster than anything. If you really think I'm that sort, think again. I've never ruined anyone's life. It's true I lied, but I've never cheated on anyone. Hope everyone is happy :D

I'm sorry.

2009-09-24T19:36:00.002+08:00

Prelim results are all out. I was unhappy and unsatisfied. Could have done better but can't deny that some of the papers were a killer. I didn't meet my target or as expected. I'm demoralised somehow, but I can't give up now. It''s a month away to O's and I gotta buck up within this short period of time. I'll focus and do my best. C'mon Ika, you can do it!

I guess I'll have to learn how to let go, no matter how precious or important it is. I'll do anything for the sake of happiness.

Imma tell ya one time.

2009-09-21T14:38:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

Baby are you down?

2009-09-16T21:03:00.005+08:00

I'm pissed off and tired with the current situations. This goes out to the sec 5 students, you know who. Those words are nothing alright. Ah I dont wna type any further. It makes me more infuriating.

Anw, I'm tweeting now so check it out and become a follower or whatsoever.
http://twitter.com/marsstreet

Left with Sci practical and paper 1. ooooooooooooh I can't wait for it to end. Goodnight :D

2009-09-13T18:44:00.001+08:00

Hello readers. Yes, I know my blog is getting dustier and there will be webs if I don't update it. Well, I was busy studying hard for prelims as well as socialising during the one weeks holidays. Holidays? Nope, not for me. I had to come back to school EVERYDAY for remedials. I'm fine with it as it benefits me for the upcoming papers starting with Physics tomorrow. Shit, I'm praying hard for this subject. Haha.

Apart from studying, I've been break-fasting outside with 3 different group of people for 3 straight days eating 3 different kind of food. On Monday, I had Indonesian food with him at town. Tuesday, had Malay/Indian food with girlfriends at Al-Ameen and western food with cousins at Swensens on Wednesday. Fuhh, it was a blassssssssssssssst.

I've been burning midnight oil for the past two nights to clear my physics as well as art. Don't ask me how's it going for art. Maybe this sentence will tell you the obvious. Haha.

Other than joys and stress, I also experience a heartwrecking moment. I've known this guy since secondary school and we didn't met since he graduated. He was a funny guy who never fails to make us draw a smile on our faces. Not getting the chance to meet him again never crossed my mind till recently, I found out that he was gone. Just like that. My heart sank upon hearing the shocking news. It was unexpected yet it was reality. Though we were not close, he was a friend of mine, and he will always be. We will always be praying for you. Rest in peace dearest N____.

So, let's treasure the people around us before it's all too late. You'll never know what life can do. Life is full of it's ups and downs, and also unexpecting.

Alright, I'm getting reasy for break-fast now. Goodnight readers. :))))))))))))

2009-09-13T18:44:00.000+08:00

Who's gonna run this town tonight.

2009-09-04T19:51:00.003+08:00

Gah, Wednesday was the kickstart of Prelims and it was not a good start. i screwed up on almost all the papers. Damn it, no point fretting. Gotta make sure that I'll learn from my mistakes and will not repeat it again for the O's. Omg, O's are in 52 more freaking days. There's so many more things I need to improve on. Walaoooooooo so fast hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh? Almost all the papers are manageable and feasible but can't deny that they're tricky. I was sure I know what was the answer, but the question got me all confused and make me search for knowledge inside my small brain.

I'm currently pissed with something particular. It's better if I keep mum, don't want it to affect others. So I'll just hold it in and bear the pain alone.

I'm tired, I'm gonna relax tonight. Only tonight okay? Goodnight readersssssssssss.

Life is a nightmare.

2009-09-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, PRELIMS STARTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am nervousxsxsxsxsxs. I mugged the whole day today and it was all about SOCIAL STUDIESSSSSSSSS! Ahh, I can memorise, but I'll intend to forget thn I'll have to refer back to my notes. Walaooooooo, tmr will be EL Paper 1 and SS Paper. I'm really terrified to the core right now. I don't wish to sleep late cause I know I need ample of rest for tomorrow but, did I do enough? Tskkkkkk, I hate exams. It'll constantly make me worried and go zany. Pfffffffft.

Yesterday was a blasttttttttt. Had a long walk early in the morning, followed by games where teachers compete with students. Oh well, teachers defeated us again. -_______- The concert was horrible and mundane. Sorry to say that but I was hoping for a great one since it'll be my last year in school but it didn't turn out that well. Nvmlah, I had fun even without the concert cause I had way beyond fun in class. We played the Carpet Game, Musical Chairs, Jenga and even this game which was really hard to do lah. Haha. Oh yes, pictures are all in FB so help yourselves.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?page=2&aid=103078&id=661063858#/album.php?page=1&aid=103078&id=661063858

I was pissed when my class video wasn't played during the celebration. I was hoping that the video would be something meaningful and significant for our teachers on behalf of my class. It's okay, here's the vid if you guys wna check it out.

Okay I'll head back to slogging before I feel guilty again. Goodnight readers :)

Every happy ending is a brand new beginning.

2009-08-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

I've been mugging all day. I woke up early in the morning and made my way to school for geog and phy remedials. Quite productive, but preferably when teachers only teach my class but can't blame them. Teachers desire each and every students to do well. Took a short nap upon reaching home then resume to studies. So, I studied SS as well as Chem all the way til break-fast. Initially, wanted to practice on maths at night but my mind was not working. At least I did something productive today as preparations for prelims which starts next Wednesday. Ahhhhhhhhhh. So fassssssssst? Tsk.

School has been tiring throughout this week cause teachers are pushing us to the limit as they die die want us to score good marks for prelims. Usually, prelim papers are set way harder than the actual one so I won't be surprise if I fail. Okay touch wood lah! Whatever it is, I'm gonna put in alot of effort and do my best.

Lastly, wna wish a very happy birthday to our dearest late King of Pop, Michael Jackson. You'll always be loved.

"Let yourself be enchanted, you might just break through."

No place to dry my eyes.

2009-08-26T17:13:00.000+08:00

Feeling exhausted and rejected but I'm being strong now. Waiting kills yet I have to endure. I've had enough of being a door mat, always making the first move. No initiative at all.

Prelims are in less than a week. Engrossed to constant mugging and busy doing art paper 2. I just want to prove to myself that I can do it.

To dearest Sherry, cheer up okay? (: I'm always here for you. Yes, people come and go but I don't. Acquaintances come to me but leave me in the end too. Don't worry, you've gone through the same thing before. I'm sure it's easier now, but I know, everything is bullshit right now. Smile always okay? It's never you when your smile goes upside down. It's never you when you don't irritate me. It's never you to not to make me laugh. Sherryyyyyy, be strong.

(:

A brand new day has begun.

2009-08-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

It's the last week before the start of prelims next week. I don't want to get distracted and get my thoughs thinking of other things that are unneccessary. My mind was set straight and my eyes was transfixed throughout the lessons the whole day. I tried hard to dicard all the negative thoughts. From then on, I changed my mindset to "I can't" to "I can". I have to be an optimist rather than a pessimist so that I can truly do it. If I keep having negativities, it'll hold me back when the fact is all I could do was try to know where I am currently standing, whether it's below standard or above. I'll try my hardest for the prelims not for satisfaction, but for improvement. After learning from my mistakes, I'll go all out for the O's where I desire not only for satisfactory, but also victory towards my future through maximum hardwork. I can do it. Jiayou Ika!

"There's a piece of you inside my heart that runs too deep to describe."

All I could do was ponder ):

Dance with the enemy.

2009-08-23T16:15:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you just got to be strong and move on for the sake of something/someone you love. I'm trying very hard to pull in my strengths to go on with life, no matter how hard or hurtful it gets. Yes, I cried to let my emotions out cause I can't simply hold it back but that does not mean I'm weak. I'm still letting time heal my wounds. I just hope my sacrifice will bring a realisation to happiness for everyone.

COME ON IKA, YOU GOT TO BE A FIGHTER!

All I need is a therapy.

Wash my hands of ya, love ya,

2009-08-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

So, it's the first day of the fasting and it went well. I admit, my stomach did grumble a few times but it was all good. Had phy remedial in the morning and I'm unsure whether it's productive, Well, yes in a sense that I'm able to clear my doubts but no in a sense that my relationship with the teacher always seems to get tensed. Bloody hell, without fail make my blood boil. Pfffffffffffffft. Soon after reaching home, I took a nap and woke up at around 2.45pm. Then did some revisions on maths and this one make my blood boil even more vigorously cause I can't seem to solve any of the questions. In no time, I think I will suffer depression I guess. Haha.

Had a good meal during break-fast and I was full cause I drink more than I eat. Plus, it was a yummy meal though. By this time, I think the terawih has start right? Well, there's none of this mass prayers around my estate. Instead, there's a birthday party going on at the linkhouse by this family or group of Indians. Haha wth. Pumping their songs loudly and all.

So, prelims is in another week. Gotta chiong faster and harder. I die die wna do well this time round. Other than that, O's EL oral is on Tuesday and I'm the second person(?!). So far, the topics on the past days are quite okay. Hopefully I'll be able to score as well or better than Prelims for this national exam. I'm depending on oral, cause I know my weakness in English lies in Paper 2. AHHHHH 66 MORE DAYS TO O LEVELS!

Oh yes, I had an EXTREME MAKEOVER yesterday. Haha. My mom bought some make-up products from Borjouis. As she spent more than 50 bucks, there's a free makeover. So instead of her her doing the makeover, she pushed me instead and I loikeeeeeeeeeeee. The pictures are printed soon after the photoshoot and that's about it. Hehe.

Okay, wna resume back to slogging hard. Have a good weekend people (:

A second chance.

2009-08-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

I was devastated upon receiving the MT results yesterday and yes, I cried. Obviously, I'll be retaking and I'm gonna put in more effort this time round. Hopefully a distinction and pray hard that I can organise my time well for the other subjects too. As you know, ther's no second chance for the other papers, so I'm gonna mug hard. Prelims is in another week and I'm currently doing my regular revisions. I want to do well, at least some improvements compared to MYE. I'm still sad. ):

Anw, congrats to those who scored distinctions (:

A something that I adore to hear which makes me smile.

F you.

2009-08-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhhhhh, blogger has officially gone crazy. F you laaaaaah.

So, I've been studying for preparation of the upcoming Prelims plus the countless tests held in a week. Honestly, I've been flunking in my tests and the scores weren't very satisfying. Gah, sometimes I feel so dejected and stupid too but I'm gonna put it on a positive note and work harder. Most importantly, learn from my mistakes, righttttttttt?

I AM FREAKING NERVOUS FOR TOMORROW'S MOTHER TONGUE O LEVEL RESULTS!
It's all up to tomorrow. I'll be happy enough if I got a B3 or elseeeeeeeeee, it's a MUST to retake. Fark fark fark. I'm hoping for the best. If not, just do my best for the retake. Pfffffft.

Other than that, will be having Science Pract Mock test on Thur and I'm nervous too. I'm never good in getting the correct results thus, wrong answers. Therefore, FAIL! Tskkkkkk. Alaaaaaa, just do my best horrrrrrr.

I'm gonna resume back to studying soon. Goodnight readers (:

I still believe in destiny.

2009-08-15T17:12:00.001+08:00

I know I know, it's almost a week since I last blogged. That's obviously because I'm frigging busy with school. As you know, prelims is drawing near and the submission of coursework plus the project work is next week, so I stayed back almost everyday after school to finish it up. Not only that, there were a few tests and I mugged like hell for it but in the end, it all turned out to be an open book test. Fuck. This morning I went back to school to continue on my project work and I tell you, I almost fall asleep. My eyes were half open and I just had to avoid placing my head on the table. Overall, I'm very very exhausted. It's been a tough week as teachers keep scolding and give my class an earful. They keep emphasising that we're taking the O's and we're not working hard. PLEASE DON'T ASSUME! Yes, we should balance our time for all the subjects equally but do they know how much we've studied at home? Bloody hell, everyone is trying their hardest. However, I know I can't blame them. It's okay, I'll just endure for 2 more fucking months and I don't have to hear their voice anymore.

Yesterday was the only day to destress so I headed down to the movies with Sherry, Rica and Hanes. We watch "Orphan" and it was extremely scary. The way they kill and murder was so reckless that I had to close my eyes with both hands and peep. Fuck, I wished I could get out of the cinema at that point of time cause I don't want to see it any further but I stay put cause I just loved it somehow. Gosh, this Americans can simply come out with any kind of movie. Luckily it was an NC16 movie cause it will be a negative influence if children should watch it.

I'm mugging later with Sherry. Yes I know it's the weekends but I need to study. I need to catch up on alot of things, especially Maths and Physics. They're slowly killing me. Gah, two more weeks to Prelims. How caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan?! Tsk, this just mean death. Pfffffft.

If we ever have to part...

2009-08-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, Happy 44th Birthday Singapore. May you prosper further.

Secondly, Happy 22nd Birthday to my eldest brother. Selamat Hari Jadi, Abang :)

Thirdly, I'm feeling guilty. I didn't study as much. Instead, I watched tv and went online longer than I studied. Studying Globalistaion almost make me go crazy. Chem papers are freaking hard and these teachers are really putting us on gunpoint.

I'm currently watching NDP and it's okay lah. Easy to say, its the same like the past years parade. Waiting anxiously for Singapore Idol to start. Want to see how humiliating it is. Gah, I'm so mean. Sorraaaaaayy.

So, I'm gonna slog hard tomorrow. Oh please, I got to force myself to do this. Okay bye.

What a girl needs.

2009-08-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

Fck blogger is getting on my nerves. I can't upload any photos damn it.

Anyway, had another mugging date with Shidot today. Once again, it was awesome.

I don't plan to go out tomorrow. There's so may programmes going on and I'm not gonna miss it, especially Singapore Idol.

Okay I'll end it here. Sorry that today's post almost make you go dead.

PS: I did it. It was a 24 hour success. Going for more.

Walk away.

2009-08-07T19:47:00.002+08:00

NDP Celebration was a blast. Though it was a last minute event, I had endless joys seeing almost everyone in school wearing white or/and red and having the high spirit to celebrate Singapore's 44th birthday. Shall not elaborate on the concert cause I find it pointless. Only the fact that the mass singing got everyone to sing along and get up n their feet. That was my favourite part. The Mascot Competition was well doned by all the classes and I loveeeeeeeeee my class's mascot. Haha. Hopefully we'll win aye. If not, it's okay. We had funnnnnnnnnnnn. Overall, I find last year's celebration better. However, with my classmates around, everything is fantastic. (:

Stayed back after the celebration to continue on my project work and I've got a few more renderings plus details to do and I'm done. Gawd, I can't wait for that part to come.

I'm currently waiting eagerly for my grandmother's arrival. Can't wait to see her!

Okay bye people. Goooooooooooooodnight :D

I'm not your anchor, so don't hold on.

2009-08-06T17:38:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings. I am feeling much much better. In fact, I am back to the healthy me. Lol. And I can go to school tomorrow for the National Day Celebration. Yayyyyy!

Okay let's talk about yesterday. I was bored to deathhhhhhhhhhhhhzxzxzxzxz. Seriously, I rot and rot and rot til I can't rot no more. I did some notes on Globalisation to prepare for next week's test and watch a lil bit of tv here and there. And my medicine is killing me. I have to eat almost every kind of medicine from cough syrup to capsules. You name it, I ate it. Gawd, everytime I swallowed it, it just wants to go back up. I can puke anytime. But I'm glad I don't have to eat much of it anymore. In the evening, I was exhilarated when my parents asked me out to Causeway. I was sooooooooooooo relieved that I could step out of the house, even for a minute. Hehe.

So, had dinner at Banquet and we catched G.I JOE afterwards. The movie was awwwwwwwwwwwwwwesommmmmmmd like hell. When I first watched the trailer, I find it nonsensical but when watching it, my eyes was transfixed to the movie screen throughout the whole movie. It was very modern and high-tech kinda thing.

I want to watch a whole lot of movie. One of it is My Sister's Keeper. I've read the book before by Jodi Picoult and it was a very nice story. Now I can't wait to catch it.

My grandmother is coming over tomorrow and will be sleeping over for a couple of days. Yay, it's been so longggggggggg since she came over and even stayed with us for awhile. The last time she came was like hmmmmmmmm, when I was Primary 4 or 5? That's veryyyyyyyy long. Hehe.

Alright gta chiao. Bye-bye :)

You expect the impossible but it's too much to carry around.

2009-08-04T20:28:00.005+08:00

Obviously, I didn't go school today. Made my way to the doctor in the morning and I was given 2 days of MCs. I was feeling terrinle due to having a runny nose and sore throat. After taking my medication, I went straight to sleep. I was hoping that I will feel a whole lot better once I wake up, and I did. My runny nose somehow disappeared BUTTTTT my body was burning. I took my temperature and it was flaming 38.0 degrees Celsius lah fck! That just means I'm having a hot hot feverrrrrrrrrrr. Tsk. So, I head down to the doctor again in the evening and my MC was extended to 4 days. That means I'll only be back in school next Tuesday, including the weekends and public holiday on Monday. Ahhhhhhhh, first I missed out my tests and secondly, I'm gonna miss out the National Day Celebration on Friday too?! Pffffffffft. It's bad enough that I'm missing out alot of lessons. Damn it, this is such a bad timing. I AM SO SADDDDDDDDDD ): Classmaates and schoolmates, pray hard for my speedy recovery please? I'll be the least happy if I could make it to school on Friday. THANK YOU!

Other than being sick, I am so effing bored at home. Whenever I wanted to do something productive, I'll be too weak to do so. After taking my medications, I'll go straight to sleep. Wake up, eat, medication and sleep again. Omg I'm gonna be fat as a pig sooner or later but I can't help it. The medicines causes drowsiness. I swear I'm gonna miss my class. I'm gonna miss out alot of fun. I AM SO SO SO SO SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, again!

Friends, if you are free, do come and visit me okay? I miss you all so much already, those it's been a day I'm not in school. Lol. your presence is much appreciated.

It's time for my medication. Goodnight readers. Wish me for a speedy recovery (:

I got nowhere to go but down.

2009-08-03T21:24:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! My nose is running awayy! Come back!

Yeah, I'm having a runny nose, and it's killing me. If I still feel as horrible tomorrow morning, it clearly defines that I have to make my way to the doctor. Hence, I'll miss the practical test, damn it. Though I dread to do it, I die die want to know where I stand. Hopefully there'll be make-up sessions. At the same time, pray hard that I won't have to take MCs. This is a bad timing to fall sick and absent myself from school. Tsk. Is this the "sickest season"? Lol.

You put me up on a pedestal.

2009-08-02T19:08:00.005+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii. I had a great time yesterday watching the firework. It was so big lah damn it and it was so loud the sounds just came blasting through my ears. Lol. I had a great time, minus all the dramas. Thanks to Sherry and Afiq, I am able to overcome the obstacles I faced last night. And a thousand apologies too for the inconvenience.

For today, I headed to the library and slogged hard with Shahidah. It was great to meet her again. I had full of laughs and I guess we're the noisiest in that level. At the same time, I did maths practices on Algebra and managed to clear some doubts with Shidot around as she's quite good in her Maths and got a B3 for her O level siollllllllllllllllllll. I'm trying to get a B4 but I think it's impossible. From an F9 to B4. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, that requires ALOT of hardwork. Tskkkkkkk.

Ah, tomorrow school already? Honestly, I don't dread going to school tomorrow but I'm not the least happy to stay back after school for the mock test. And tomorrow will be English. Ahhhhhhh fck. Why does weekend end so soon????? Eh no, why must there be such things as mock test after school when it doesn't benefit any of us?????? Arghhhhhh.

Okay I'm gonna read through my practical file now. Goodnight :)

I'm living life unplanned.

2009-07-31T20:58:00.002+08:00

Today was great. Had a great P.E lesson in the morning just like how I expected it to. This time, the classes are not split into two but both classes whihc is 4E1 and 5N2 played against each other in the parade square. It was very competitive, yet we had a good game together.

I'll be having a few tests next week and I'm frigging nervous, especially for Chem's practical test. I've been given and earful from Mr Ong for my careless mistake on answering the question during the open book test. Damn it, his words are always pressuring me and he is VERY demanding towards my class. I got to do well for this parctical test!!!!!! Jiayou!

I can't wait for tomorrow. Will be heading out to watch the fireworks with Sherry and maybe some others too. It's been quite awhile since I've stepped out of my house to have a breather since the incident. Therefore, I'm gonna do so tomorrow and have a good time. I wna erase all my worries away, even if it means just a day. I hope after that outing I'll be good as new. Don't worry, I'll slog bloody hard on Sunday (:

Okay I'm done. Have a good night sleep humans.

Make it stop or else my heart is going to pop.

2009-07-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling a whole lot better today. I'm back being jovial and I'm in the mood for almost everything, including studying. I really need to buck up in order to ace my prelims with flying plus colourful plus shiny and glittery colours. Lol. Not only that, I'm delighted that I'm finally done with art coursework. I've pasted the summaries and maybe left with the board numbers to paste and thats all. Gah, at least I can slow down on my project work cause I'm nearly done and I can concentrate more on my other subjects, especially Maths.

I die die want to do well for Maths. Hoping at least a pass, but if not, at least some improvements to show that I've been paying attention in class and do umpteen of practices? PRAYING A WHOLE LOT!

I can't wait for tomorrow, not only because school ends early buttttttttttttttttttttt, there's P.E!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLOLOL! I've never liked participaing in sports cause I know I'm not good in them but since the day I gave myself a try, I fell in loveeeeeeeeeeee with sports. Well, not all lah. Haha. Can't wait!

To my dearest Sherry, don't worry, be happy. I'm always here for you, like how you did when I was down. CHEER UP! WE'LL KILL GIGANDOCOCK SOON, I PROMISE YOU! :D

Goodnight readers.

No matter what the say;

2009-07-29T20:54:00.003+08:00

Visited this girl today after school as she didn't attend school for 2 days. Watched a disgusting yet hilarious movie(not porn) which made us laugh our hearts out and felt disgusted at the same time. I gave her highlights on what happened in school and stuffs. Basically, the purpose of the visit was just because I've not seen her for quite a while, that's all. See, I'm such a gooooooooooooooooooood friend rightttttttt? Haha.

School was okay. We received our geog test results and I did pretty alright. However, I wasn't the highest buttttttttt second highest is good enough right? Lol. Will be having another test next Wednesday and hopefully I'll improve by another mark or two? Haha.

I'm quite unsure how I'm feeling right now but only one word describes it all; PAIN.

Okay bye.

Always gonna be an uphill battle.

2009-07-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

I need to get a hold of myself. I know it's tough and nothing is easy in life. I know I keep fretting and complaining but I'm just feeling miserable. I need my double S girls to drug me cause they're the most effective laughing pills I've ever had. Lol.

Today was the start of a new week and little did I realise that we're already at the fifth week of term 3. Prelims is coming up real soon and I'm managing my studies well, period. Nothing much happened on a mundane Monday, so I assumed everyone is fine? Haha. I performed my "payback" by fasting and I managed to go through the day. I wasn't tempted or whatsoever, surprisingly. But I admit, I did say a few vulgar words, I think twice and it was an accident alright. Well, that's normal but hopefully I won't do it again. Lol.

I'm elated that I'm almost done with my art coursework, where I'm only left with pasting the summaries and page numbers then I'M DONE! For my project work, I'm left with detailed patterns where it will take approximately a week or two if I stay back eveyday after school, and maybe add in some pen renderings and thereby I will be officially done for art. At least if I finish it early, I can have time to revise for other subjects, as well as a break from doing art before resuming to doing art paper 2 for Prelims.

Omg omg omg we got 91 days down to O's. Minus a day for tomorrow which will be 90 days and that's three months. Three SHORT months. Gahhhhh, I really need to speed things up and endure, especially when we're facing the fasting month next month. The first Prelim paper will be on 2 September. You'll never know how fast time can past by.

I'm still feeling cranky and upset but don't worry, I'll get over it soon.

Goodnight readers. (:

2009-07-26T11:20:00.004+08:00

This is exactly how and what I'm feeling right now. However, this just marks a new beginning. Let's look at it in a positive manner. A big thank you to those who coaxed and stood by me, including him. I've never regret what I did and I hope I'll be happier. It takes time, I know. Let's try alright?

2009-07-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

I'll be needing lots of buckets to collect all the tears streaming down my cheeks.

I miss you.

Sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare.

2009-07-24T18:21:00.003+08:00

Hung out with this piggly yet hilarious people who made me erase my worries. Though I still think about the current situation I'm in which makes me angst-ridden, they're always there for me to share my weal and woes. Thanks girls, and Jor (????). Haha. Had unstoppable laughs which almost made my tummy roll down the floor. We also webcamwhored with both Soph's and my lappy but most of the ugly and edited photos are in Soph's laptop. As usual, laugh out more. You know, it feels better to be surrounded by the poeple who loves and cares for you when you're feeling down. Of course, they'll always there for you but you'll realise how much you need them not only now but in the longrun. Once again, thanks SHERRY & SOPHIA & JORDON! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm done with geog test and it was manageable but not 100% confident is inevitable.

PE lesson was fun today and we played Captain's ball. Had a friendly match with 4E1 and I admit, they're good. I have no idea which class won but what I know is that both teams did a good job and had a good game too. During the match, there was so many funny accidents which made me laugh hysterically. Other than that, we also made new friends from the opposing team. Cool righttttttt. I want to play again! Hehe :D

Alright, I guess I;m gonna take a break today and resume back to studies tomorrow since I got no plans.

Take care. (((((((:

Little black butterflies deep inside me.

2009-07-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

The photo above is one out of manymanymanymanymany photos we took on RHD. Haha, just got the photos from Yanie and the other photos can be found in Facebook. The ones that I uploaded wasn't the full one set anyways cause I'm too lazy to upload everythingggggggggggg. Okay that aside.

Had the MT O level LC today and it was tricky!! I had to close my ears so that I could read the questions and not get confused by the loud blast of sounds from the radio as I was seated at the front of the classroom. It doesn't mean advantage alright, but more of pressure. Lol. Overall, I managed to answer the questions after hearing the texts for the second time. Hopefully I'll score full marks or worst, one mistake. I can't afford to lose any more marks right now. Gahhhhhh.

I'm currently studying for tomorrow's geog test. Going on fine but not confident. Had SS test on Fall of venice and I managed to complete it in 25min I guess. Praying hard that there'll be a good outcome.

Alright I'm gonna resume back to mugging and then turn in for the day. Goodnight readers (:

See through those bloodshot eyes.

2009-07-20T18:12:00.002+08:00

Hi hi hi. Let's start with Saturday. Didn't do much except the fact thst I did my EL homework, as well as revise for SS test on this coming Wednesday.

Sunday was awesome. Spent the day with him and he went..... SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! Well, not exactly. He only bought a shirt, and he gave me the chance to choose one for him. Haha. SHouldn't elaborate the rest. It was a hilarious outing, without a doubt. I love you (:

And today, we commerated Racial Harmony Day(!!!). Almost the whole class wore ethnic costumes and the day was filled with camwhoring. And really, I think the memory could get low anytime. Lol. It was a fun day filled with wide smiles on our faces. After school, had to change to uniform for Prelim oral. I was the 9th person but it felt like I was the 5th. I did my best and gave my best shot. On the whole, I think I did well. Like really, especially for my conversation. The questions were easy to answer so I just blabbered out whatever comes in mind.

Test, test, test. Pfffffffffffffffffffft. Omg, O level MT LC is on Wednesday! Bloody hell, got to dig my ears thoroughly. HAHAHAHA.

Have a good day people. XOXO

I will be there when you call me in the middle of the night.

2009-07-17T19:30:00.001+08:00

These past few days has tire the hell out of me and thank God it's Friday. I'm done with my SS retest and hopefully I'll do better this time. Many things happened today and time went by bloody fast. I was selected to be in the concept shot for Dance Club which will be published in the yearbook. I think I'll be embarrassed when it's published cause the way I posed was totally unfab like fluck lah. Eeeeeeeeee, I don't know if I'm regretting. Lol. After school, had the CCA photo taking and it was kinda fun lah. Get to see the whole dance club and damn, I just realised that we had a bigggggggggggggggg group. Lol.

My Prelim oral will be on Monday, and it clashes with Racial Harmony Day. We were encouraged to wear ethnic clothes and I want to but it'll be troublesome to bring our school uniform and shoes to change for the oral in the afternoon. Sigh, just wear lah. It'll be our last year in school anyway. Hehe.

Okay I want to watch TVVVVVVVVVVVVV. Byebyebyebyebyebye.

I give my all.

2009-07-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

I scored 9 out 12 for my SS test. Received a comment from Ms Sharifah that I could score a potential full marks if only I wrote down my third factor. Tsk, damn it. Well, there'll be a re-test on Friday so hopefully, I'll score full marks this time?

I hate last minutes and it happened today. We got a surprise mock test during physics lesson and hell yeah, I managed to do it. The worst part is, he told us that there'll be another mock test tomorrow and remind us to study 8 bloody chapters in one night. I don't mind if it's a topic or two but this is too much. I guess I'm gonna explode soon. Fcukkkkkkk.

We have found what we were looking for.

2009-07-14T20:28:00.007+08:00

I don't know why I'm saying this but school was great today. We had our 4th chem practical and I still need alot of improvements in doing the task according to the instructions in order to get the correct results, as well as the way of answering the questions. It's okay, there's still more practices. I can do it. Hehe. SBQ which we've done for MYE, and geog was an open book test so it was a manageable task. After school, head to the art room and continued with my project work. It was hilarious and pure fun having the cliques around. You want me to name them? Okay let me see. They are... Sherry, Sophia, Farhana, Liana, Atiqah, Kian Hau and Jordon, and the other sec 5s too. Gosh, they are the always the reason why they always bring my mood from mundane to an endless laugh mood. They are always full of hilarious shits and even lame ones which can make my stomach explode. Lol. Tomorrow is gonna be even worse. It'll be art SST and I'm sure there are more to come. Haha. Okay I'll stop here for today. Goodnightttttttttttt.

PS: I miss him so bloody hell damn much like *&^%$#@! I love you dear (:

Rock my world.

2009-07-13T18:19:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. It's the start of a new week, a new day and that just means a day equivalent to 24 hours almost used up just like that. Today was pretty much it, and that's that. The maths mock test was manageable to do. I'm not hoping for a pass for now, but at least some improvements in paper 2. From there, I'll learn to do the tricky questions, learn from my mistake and do better next time. Okay, is that a good strategy? Lol.

Other than school, I literally destrssed myself by going shopping with Sherry on a wonderful Saturday. I couldn't believe that I've spent so much but it was all worth it. I didn't feel any regret as I got all the things that I've desired. There's still more but let's take a break now. I'll continue on my shopping spree after O's? Hopefully I'm loaded at that point of time.

Geog mock test on tomorrow. So far, I've revised on rivers only but not to worry, it'll be an open book test. Only for tomorrow. Lol. However, I'll try my best not to refer on my notes or textbook for the answers. I'm hoping that I'll stick to that cause usually, I'll intend to get lazy and find the answers in the textbook. Well, what can I say.

I'm halfway done through my project work. I'm only left with summary on a few boards and I'm done with my art coursework. I'm praying that art paper 2 for Prelims will be easy so that it can be easily researched and done quickly so that I can do my revisions.

Okay I'm shagged now. Goodbye people.

Fire burning on the dancefloor.

2009-07-11T12:07:00.004+08:00

Hello there. Regarding yesterday's oral, it went oooooooooooooooooooooookay. I daren't say it was easy cause I did paused a few times, finding the proper malay word. As usua, after I left the hall, I'll be thinking like "ah, I should have said this and that.." and the right word just came straight in my head. Oh well, I did my very best. Only left with LC and I really wanna get full marks for this, real bad though it doesn't help much. You'll never know. Every marks counts.

Maths mock test on Monday. Gosh, I really need to buck up for Maths. I'm flunking and getting worst in it day by day. I've started revising on Rivers and Coast for Tuesday's geog mock test. Aye, mock test mock test mock test. Bile mahu game????????? I'm trying very hard right now to manage my time well on every subject. However, I'll intend to focus on only one subject and neglect the others. Ah, this is so frustrating. I intend to do some revision last night but I was too sleepy and I turned in at 10pm. I'm staring to get tired but I know I can't stop. O's is drawing near and Prelims are like in a months time or so?

I NEED SOME ENCOURAGEMENT AND SUPPORT MAYNEEEEEEEEEEE! AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Though you're far away, I'm here to stay.

2009-07-09T18:10:00.005+08:00

I'm in a dilemma. I'm not sure whether to apply for the DPA or not. Ahhhhhhhh, this is so infuriating and frustrating. I'm only left with 4 days before it's the end of application. Ah wtf.

I'm palpitating in fear for tomorrow's oral. I'm afraid of screwing up. I'm afraid of talking nonsense. i'm afraid of being long-winded. I'm afraid of pronouncing the words wrongly. I'm afraid of making a fool out of myself. TOUCH WOOD! I'm gonna do great right? I will, insyaallah.

I'm currently unhappy with how it is in school now, especially during SST. Mock test will be held every SST period, and that just means we'll have three test in a week? Kiwak, nak bunuh orang per? I mean, I'm already studying hard at home and there's countless tests in a week? It's just too much and I'm sure there'll be a point of time where it will be the last straw. I could just breakdown and cry my heart out like the whole world is gonna collapse. Of course I don't want that to happen. I'm already struggling in school and I'm making amends at home but why must the burden get heavier each day? The load is too much. Ah I have nothing else to say. Let them do what they want. The sec 4s and 5s are all on the same boat. Let's just hope that the boat won't capsize, shall we?

Bye.

Under your command.

2009-07-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty upset. Firstly, I screwed up for my SS test. I got the points right, only that I mixed up the points under the wrong factors. Tsk, damn it. There goes my marks. Secondly, a teacher dared told me that I'm slacking just because I didn't attempt any questions on LMS last night when the truth was I was studying both SS and Chem. Oh wth, he doesn't know anything. I'll just do whatever he wants me to do just to please him. And thirdly, there was an EL mock test during SST and I think I did badly, though I gave my best. In fact, I gave my best to everything but I guess I gotta work even harder to please the people around me, as well as myself.

Gosh, this is so hard.

Chem test tomorrow, followed by oral on Friday.Wish me luck people. And let's just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

One more try.

2009-07-07T17:50:00.003+08:00

Obviously, I got the photos form the girlfriends outing and the particular photo above was one of my favourites. The other photos are so hilarious that I wished sometimes the photo will turn into videos of our crazy moments. Lol.

Alright, let's get serious. I'll be having a SS test tomorrow. I've memorised the points but sometimes I'll miss out a point or two which will make me flustered with anger. Hopefully I won't panic or anything upon seeing the question tomorrow.

On the following day, I'll be having a Chem test next on Qualitative Analysis. I've studied hard but when I tried doing the questions, my mind just went blank and I'll have to refer back to the notes. Damn it, I don't want that to happen.

Lastly, MT Oral on Friday. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, can I not do it?!?!?! I'm freaking out somehow. I'm very nervous for the conversation part. Being the last candidate is sooooooooooooo nerve-wrecking. And I hate that feeling. Tsk. Fart lah, why always last?????? Purposely sia. Lol.

Tonight, I'm gonna study hard for my SS test tomorrow, as well as Chem. Wish me best of luck people. I'm already stress ): ): ): ): ):

Take care humans.

One minute it's love and suddenly it's like a battlefield.

2009-07-06T22:07:00.004+08:00

As you can see, I've not been in contact with the computer as often. That just mean I'm bloody busy like hell with everything. Okay, let's start with Sunday, which was yesterday. I attended a wedding and was glad to meet up with my lovely cousins. I loveeeeeeee the setup. Must be damn expensive! I wonder how my wedding will be in 8 years time??????? Lol.

Today was a wonderful day. As it was a school holiday, I went to the movies with my cousins in the morning and we catched Transformers. I swear I've never watched the first one and I wasn't interested in these kind of action pack movies but I was wrong. The movie was aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesomememememe(though it was almost 2 hours)! So cool lorh, and I mean everything. The director must be good and making lots of bucks! Haha. Met up with him after the movie and it was a fabulous time spent with him after for not meeting up for more than a week. Bet we'll see less of each other from now on but so what? We'v always been with each other.. in our hearts (: Okay, don't want to get sappy. Haha.

Ah, tomorrow school already? So fast ): And it'll be the start of SST/Remedial, which is only for the sec 4s and 5s, NOT FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! It's okay. We'll see how the next year's batch taking the national exam will struggle. Lol, no lah, I'm not that evil.

Okay I'm sleepy. Goodnight. Be good in school poeple.

I've given every breath I've got.

2009-07-04T20:46:00.004+08:00

Hello people. Sorry for the disappearance. I've been busy with schoolwork, eventhough it was the first week of school and I swear I almost died. I didn't have time for myself but put studies as my forst priority. Even if I had the time, I'll be tired by then, or lazy.

I'm currently struggling on Qualitative Analysis which there'll be a test on it on Thursday, as well as SS test on Venice next Wednesday. I'm panicking cause I've not memorised any of the points and bloody hell, so confusing. Gosh, I'm running out of time. Time, please wait for me ):

Bad news; I'll be the last person on next Friday's O level MT oral?!?!?!?! Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, last again????????????? I was the last person during last year's N level EL Oral. Tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Okay I'm bust. I need to get back on SS. Goodnight.

Never say never.

2009-07-01T19:32:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I'm exhausted. I've been staying back in school til evening the past two days for art, though intensive art is over during the one month of holidays. I've completed a board and a board left before I officially proceed to my project work. Oh yes, no such thing as 4 days of electives in a week, Sorry, my bad. Lol.

Let's talk about school. So far, it's okay, but I'm starting to panic cause O level is drawing damn near. We received our entry proof and my last paper will beon the eleven of November. Ah, that's four months left to freedom! On the other hand, my MT Oral is on next Friday. Shitzxzxzxzxzxz I can't do this. I'm bad at oral, especially the conversation part. Pray hard that I can speak fluently in MALAY, which I usually can't. Touch wood, this time I got to switch my mindset to; I CAN. I'm feeling terrified for O's. it's worst than a nightmare cause this is reality.

I'm tired. Goodnight.

Sometimes you gonna break and breathe.

2009-06-29T20:19:00.003+08:00

It was the first day of a new semester but it was saddening enough that I couldn't attend school due to having an MC for today. So I'm only allowed to go school from tomorrow onwards. I thought I could start afresh on this new term but I was devastated when I received the news that we had a change of timetable. Okay that wasn't the devastating part. This is the one; electives will be held 4 days a week!? Omg seriously I've had enough of art during the hols. I have the thought of enduring it for a month but now I have to go through further exhaustion? Fine, do whatever you want, eventhough it kills me.

Let's put that aside. I called Farhana after school regarding the new timetable and tomorrow will be similar to the usual Tuesdays. Only the fact that Phy is replaced with Geog and additional of Lights lessons. I'm hoping, okay no, praying hard that tomorrow will be a good start to study as I assumed that today there wasn't much of teaching and stuffs.

Oh yes, it's finally the 8th. Thank you for tolerating me and my nonsense. Your love has been the most lightest feeling yet the heaviest debt I ever owed you in my whole life. I love you so much (:

Goognight readers.

2009-06-28T15:47:00.002+08:00

I'm up to nothing right now, except for plugging my ears to Beyonce's songs. School wil reopen tomorrow. It's the start of a new term but remain having the inevitable mindset; to study hard for O's. Too bad I can't be present on the first day of Term 3 as I'm on MC for a day, though I'm feeling much better. This is to ensure that teachers won't start asking me questions and stuffs like that so it's better to stay at home, following the doctor's advice and have a good rest for a speedy recovery. I'm sure most of us are dreading to go back to school. I admit, I'm reluctant too but I have to in order to excel for the upcoming prelims as well as O's.

Other than that, will be heading to Causeway with Sherry in the evening to enlarge our final artwork so that we can start on our project work soon. Yay, finally.

Today is so mundane and it's raining right now, like finally. These few days has been scorching hot like &*^(* and good thing the rain came by to cool us done. Cool.

Okay I guess this is it. Take care people. (:

PS: A day to the 8th.